Title: intuitive indigo child

Gender: Female

Age: 23

Sun Sign: Sagittarius

Chinese Sign: Wood Ox

Location: anaheim, ca

i've spent a lot of my life trying to define and create who i am when really all i needed to do was let my ego go. i have vivid memories of being a 4 year old girl. and as i release my ego i am discovering things about me i had forgotten. the me then is my best reference for the true me. i talked to God nightly, for hours. honestly most of the time i didn't fall asleep until my dad left for work at 530 am. then i would wake a few hours later bright and shiny and play all day long. it shows me that you don't need anything more than a solid relationship with God to survive on this crazy planet. during those hours i spent with God, i was not always talking sometimes i was doing yoga (though then i didn't know that's what it was called) sometimes i was battling demons. sometimes i'd hide under my covers and pray for the darkness to go away. i always have had excellent night vision and when i was little, if it got dark at night… it was the space around me being filled with negative forces of the world. not just a room with all the lights turned off. in a lot of ways i appreciate the development of my ego and the huge break i took away from God. it was the only (or maybe just the easiest) way for me to relate to most everybody else on this planet. back then i didn't like most people because they “were stupid” and i felt uncomfortable even around my own family. i always felt out of place and awkward. i felt misunderstood and frustrated with my status on earth. my break away from God, and myself, was my time to learn to relate to the people around me. i learned to accept people with their faults. i stopped caring so much that this person was stupid or dishonest or mean. i learned to stop judging other people so harshly because i learned to judge myself and find faults in myself. i didn't like the way i made myself feel so why would i ever do that to other people? i went through a period of time when i kept meeting people that reminded me of exactly how i was and would be pleasantly surprised to find such a person. now i realize the naivety in being surprised about that. we're all exactly the same because we are all one under the Love of God. it's no surprise to come across people that have developed similarly to the way i did. so about me? i am just like you. whatever you find in yourself you will find in me and whatever you see in me, you can find in yourself. OneLove

i can't wait for the day that i can walk through my garden and eat breakfast from it. that will be the ultimate peace.

i'm young and staying youthful.

i'm happy.

i love. i love the earth, sun, moon, water, humanity, tyler. i love it all. this universe is amazing to me.

i'm an indigo child growing up and making my mark. i want to help the world and help the lost minds i see in it. i've got big dreams and everything i need to acheive them. which is a great family and a network of friends that are like family, the ambition to get out there and try something new, and my other half, tyler.

in my free time i like to do arts and crafts, read, play with my dog munchie at the park, research mind body and spirit. chill with tyler mostly.

when i hang out with my friends we like to make music and cook food, swim, go give free hugs, and conversate like forever! …stuff like that.

i have a really nice life and i'm very greatful for how blessed i am. i know a lot of people aren't blessed the way i am, i just want to try and share it with as many people i can in whatever way i can.

GodLove

 love, peace, happiness, harmony 

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