well lots of things i guess. not aging though. i look forward to things like, being established. having my own peice of property somewhere with low pollution where i can grow a garden to eat from every morning and teach future generations about the beauty in life. i look forward to the memories i get to keep and replay at my leisure. mostly i look forward to the sense of completion that will come with a wealth of years on this planet. and that knowledge of love i'll bring with me when i leave this place for somewhere just as equally amazing.
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Posted on Dec 10th, 2008
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ladybug
to win the lottery. i'm ready. we've got all the plans to help everyone out. i just need the funds. we won't blow the money. we'll use it for the opportunities it will provide to make this world a better place for everyone. not just ourselves.
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Posted on Dec 12th, 2008
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i don't find it difficult at all. love is natural. it's here. there's nothing difficult about love. people are difficult, that's all.
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Posted on Dec 23rd, 2008
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ladybug
i lost a friend this morning at 1:16am. i woke up to a text from his sister saying he died from drug overdose.
of all the things to be thinking about i can't get it out of my head the unkept promise i made to him. i promised him months ago that i would make him a tie-dye pillow case, but i haven't gotten around to it yet. and now it's too late. i feel so horrible for that broken promise. it's weird. it makes me feel like i've let him down. though i'm sure the thought hasn't crossed his mind at all.
i see first hand from this experience the fragility of life. how easy it is to get carried away in the moment to have it cost your life. makes me thank GodLove for another day here in a healthy body.
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Posted on Dec 24th, 2008
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The same thing I hope for everyday:
I wake up and am able to get out of bed, kiss and hug my Tyler, Moma and Jonica good morning and enjoy the day with loved ones.
Nothing anymore that what I am already blessed with.
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